Saturday, 8 June 2013

big bowl of soup

Before take-off (HK-MNL) - May 22, 2013

It has been half of the year and strangely I am getting more and more headaches. But the thing is, I don't really know what I am actually thinking and needing. It's all scattered in my head. I am getting anxious that I am not getting ahead as much as I want to in terms of work and plans to move the team forward. I have plans to spend my time with something more creative but I haven't really thought about it. I want to be able to keep up with the game when I join water hockey. My problem at home is space. space to do my own thing without being disturbed or nagged at. space to sleep soundly. Insomnia is such an understatement since 2011. I am stuck and my mind is getting soupy from racking my head with what I could do to endure/alleviate/solve this.