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View outside office pantry - Solaris Building, June 10, 2013

I've been busy these days with work. So many things have happened in a span of a month and I don't think I could breathe from all the resignations from our counterpart's office. I don't really know how I am doing right now. I know I really wanted to bring in clients for my team to handle but it's just overwhelming. Doing everything to avoid fucking up is the pressure I haven't been handling well right now. I'd like to believe in what my mentor believes in. Even if these are tough times I'd also like to be hopeful that we would learn as a team and move forward in making our team visible in the Manila office and be recognized for a job well done.

I should be spending this weekend working but my heart isn't at peace. I've been watching these movies of old people (One last night at Eiga Sai with Chin and Karen - Dear Doctor, 2009 by Miwa Nishikawa, and the other is a documentary on Bill Cunningham) and these movies have given me so much wisdom about living with less. It has made me more or less miss my paternal grandparents whom I am very close to. What matters truly in life?