Saturday, 11 January 2014

sparkplug


Its the 11th day of 2014 and I already feel like crap. I am exhausted, physically and mentally. I don't want to deal with my repressed emotions about the situation I am in. I hate to lash out my anger on everybody and I tend to be critical of everything. Maybe I'm just worrying too much.

I want to be hopeful this year but I feel dry. I usually look forward to new beginnings and fresh starts but probably the reason all this is blowing me over is that chapters aren't ending as peaceful as I'd like them to be.

I hope whatever decision lies ahead would make me become a better person and I hope I won't lose myself over shallow petty things.





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