Waiting is the hard part. My mind is wandering endlessly and restlessly of what is yet to come.
I am going on a vacation in San Francisco in four days and I should be excited about but I could not get myself to feel that way because of so many things:
-Julie got dengue and she is still in the hospital for internal bleeding.
-Today, a Sunday, I was told that the fresh graduate I was supposed to offer retracted his application and I need to close it before I leave.
-There is a new hire starting tomorrow and truthfully struggling her trainings and reminders.
-The newsletter is not yet fully completed.
-I am hoping no new disbursements will come in this week.
-There's still a typhoon
Overall I have little faith that my anxiety will be put at ease. I want to find time to do things I want to do and not be rattled by problems worries and fears.
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