I am slowly putting my thoughts in order. Long lists, online memos, colored checkboxes, empty notebooks. My mind is filled with so many things, it's getting exhausted. It has been hard to keep up and sorting all my thoughts in the right place. It's not that I am becoming busy but there is just a war of musts and ideas. Words are getting into a jumble.
It's crazy, crazy, crazy.
I even lose my train of thought when I am speaking. (well partly marijuana's to be blamed for) But still, too many red flags have been raised. Sometimes I even conjure angry dialogues in my head when I'm travelling. Is it a lack of someone to talk to and spit this angry words out?
I have been like this for a year now.
I'm afraid, I'll be ending up with a bad habit.
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